love.life
Lately I’ve been focusing more on relationships than usual. My dating life is wiggidy wack and has been that way for a few years now. I’m single by choice and somewhat by circumstance. The pickings are damn near slim to none and my current city is not one that I would recommend for dating. Males and Females recycle each other on a daily basis. I don’t want to date a dude that my friend’s, sister’s, mother’s, cousin used to date. The six degrees of separation is more like the two degrees of separation…….NOT A GOOD LOOK!!
This brings me to the drawing board. Do I continue to date for the sake of dating? Are my standards way too high for the average man to keep up with?? Should I explore other options?!?! I’ve always been a pretty open-minded person. Maybe it is time for me to branch out a little bit more…..
I hope you hear me God. I don’t want to meet another man who is afraid of his feelings and afraid to commit. I want a man who honors his commitments and is faithful. I do not want a man who is afraid to love and afraid to love me. I want a man who can communicate his deepest desires, fears, and feelings. I want a man who puts you first and has effectively trained his conscience to not be ran down by the ways of this world.
God I know that you are listening and you do want what is best for me. I promise that I won’t settle just for the sake of being in a relationship. I promise to always respect myself and take the exit if a man does not respect me. I promise to always listen to that inner voice called intuition when I feel like something isn’t right.
At this time I would like to Thank You. Thank you for giving me the wisdom and courage to walk away from situations that weren’t good for my soul. Thank you for always listening to me and giving me the strength to perservere when I may have wanted to give up. Above all thank you for LOVING ME. I will be patient and wait for my King.
Signed with Love,
His Queen
